30: After two,Before four

It is the big three zero. At the beginning of the year,i had a lot of plans in my head. I thought of throwing US a party with friends, i thought of a weekend getaway to some luxury hotel. Just the 2 of us,some snacks and some scented candles and perhaps stuffs or actions that i think should be kept private :p

But of course...few days before his birthday,he told me that he has to travel
to Hamburg,Germany ALONE. Not cool! I am still recovering from post London-Amsterdam depression and he is leaving me behind!!!

Anyway, i am always "kiasu" when it comes to wishing happy birthday but for 2 consecutive years, i missed being the one wishing him at 12am sharp! Yes..i did it again this year! All for this post!

So here goes my special message to you my sayang,my everything...

It does not matter that you are at a beautiful country WITHOUT ME with you,it does not matter that we do not get to be together on this special day of yours, it does not matter that i missed your birthday by few minutes because you are always and forever will be special to me and today is just an excuse to celebrate.
Over the years that i have known you, i have seen the many phases of Farez.

The fat short black belt taekwando graduate - The acne machine - The party animal - The burger king heart breaker - The Mr. Let me look at your hand and let me whisper to you - the superman - and currently the hipster boss ned.

You have definitely grown better looking and more stylish hahahaha.

On a serious note....

you have shown me your endless effort to improve yourself as my husband and the father to our little Tintin. Thank you.

I love you so much and i miss you so much right now :(

Now... forgive me for wishing you late. I was crafting this :p

Mwahhhhhhh!!

Happy Birthday my love!